Friday, November 19, 2004
*hoping.for.miracles* at 19.11.04
hmm...now den got a chance to sneak in my bro's room
to use his com..lolz..hmm...nth much these days..came
back from chalet on wed..it was alrite..didn't reali do
any thing meaningful..not even watching the sunrise..
coz we were too lazy to walk out of the chalet..coz it's
damn far...the chalet is like so isolated..lolz..coastal
sands is already far enuff and we still have to walk
further in..hmm..when we reached there, we went to
the pool..yepz..den ms lee suggested to play water
captain's ball..so lame..lolz..den i was the captain..
den arkar and james lee was defending me...wah sei..
james lee damn 'contact' lohz..lolz..always hit dao wo de..
den arkar also hit my head..damn pain..lolz..bbq was
alrite..hmm..at 1plus... we sat down and talked...den miss
lee was telling us abt us...she said i have attitude..character..
hmm..lolz..and she says i seem to have alot of things on
mind..like think alot..lolz..hmm..sianz...also went to watch
forgotten after the chalet..hmm...not bad la..overall
quite nice..didnt reali disappoint me coz i was realli
looking forward to this movie..erm..but the ending was
abrupt..but still nice...lolz...last nite..me and my fren was
smsing..and erm we started talking on something..juz
wanna say thxs for everything..u made me think..whether
everything is worth it..whether waiting longer is juz more
pain or hope for me..whether i should juz let go and look
ard me..i think i have been hoping that he would look ard
but perhaps i failed to do that too..perhaps letting go
would reali be the best but i dun tink i can..